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Name: Lilah
Country: Germany
Metro: Frankfurt
Birthday: 6/24/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Singing, opera, rock, "operatic rock", classical music, art, drawing, composing, poetry, writing, reading, musing, anime, corsets, fishnets, anything vintage, dark eyeshadow, faeries, vampires, phantoms, Phantom of the Opera, The Woman in White
Expertise: Singing, Art
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/14/2005
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| Natascha is visiting from Rota, and we went to the movies so that she could see Isaiah, Michelle, and Nadine. Darren was supposed to come, but I guess he couldn't. We met up with Michelle and Nadine at first and spent some time hanging out until Isaiah arrived. He was really happy to see me, and I told him that Tascha was visiting and he was really happy that she is here. He's not very good at showing his emotions, so I think he really hurt Tascha's feelings when he didn't seem really excited to see her. He really was, but as I said before, he's not too good at showing. We've been trying to set him up with Michelle since she broke up with my brother, Josh (remember my homecoming date?)...since he has a crush on her. I think it worked....they were leaning on each other by the end of the movie....lol...
Urgh! I miss my boyfriend! Whatever, Chris and I just call each other that now. I talked to Brandon, and I'm just going to think of him as my first boyfriend. I don't think Tascha really agrees though. She doesn't trust him at all. I really wish I could get her to understand that Chris is really a wonderful guy. He's so....indescribable. When I'm with him, my world is right. I feel like regardless of everything that is wrong in the world, there's still some good left. He's that good. He makes me feel that way. He's my best friend and the boy I crush on, and I love him dearly because he's my angel. I am going to miss him when he leaves for New Zealand, but as we agreed, I'm going to be happy for the time we have together, and I pray we will meet again.
I had the first real heartbreak in my life after Drill Comp. But I'll talk about that tomorrow....It was really horrible. I felt so vulnerable and empty.
Until later,
Strange Angel | | |
| Time started: 7:55 PM
Tomorrow is Monday, which means I get to see my angel! ^^ I got three books today: Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, The Unseen: Blood Brothers, and The Waterless Sea.
Pride and Prejudice is officially my new favorite movie! If you haven't seen it, you really must. I have to say, Mr. Darcy is really hot...^^
Until later,
Strange Angel | | |
| Time started- 8:57 PM
Once again....It's been quite a while since my last entry. Time seems to fly so quickly. I looked back at my first entry, and it struck me that everything seems to be slowly coming to an end...Drill Team Season.....the school year, and of course, my time with Chris. I've accepted that I must make the most of the time I have left with my angel, but it won't make me miss him any less. He's the answer to a 3 year long prayer, and I thank God every day for sending him to me and for every moment I have with him.
We just finished taking the yearly Terra Nova to show how much we've learned throughout the year. It was a lot of fun because Chris, Michelle, David, Jessica, and I were all assigned to the same room for testing. I had a lot of fun teasing my angel, and my SAT Prep teacher, Mr. Treadway, was more than happy to help me in my pursuits.
Urgh, I can't WAIT until Drill Comp! Chris did the cutest thing. He snuck up behind me when I was waiting in line at Baskin Robbins, and then he asked me to sit next to him on the bus ride to Bitburg! I'm so happy! Oh, I love him so much!
Yesenia has the hugest crush on Michael Quesada...I call him Quesidilla as an endearment. He keeps calling her his "sister", but he also says that he likes her....So, as Yesenia's best friend, (with her permission of course) I am going to see what the deal is. They're going to sit next to each other on the bus as well...It's going to be so much fun! And Yesenia, Michelle, Nadine, and I get to be roomies! It'll be absolutely wonderful!
Until next time,
Strange Angel | | |
| Time started- 7:30 PM
It's been a while. Nothing really significant has taken place in my life...except: I made the Honors Choir for Soprano! I'm so happy! There's this conference for a week in April, and then we perform in the Kurhaus (I know I spelled that wrong)! It's so amazing, and I am so happy!
There's going to be a Talent Show while we're there, and Brandon (my music tutor), and I are going to sing "The Point of No Return" or "The Phantom of the Opera". It's going to be great. Brandon says I sound just like Emmy Rossum....I hope that's a good thing. I think she has a wonder voice, but other people don't seem to agree, saying that she's awful...Personally, I think they're all just jealous. She might not be a Sarah Brightman, but she made the character of Christine really believable. I just don't want to get booed off of the stage *lol*.
Chris wasn't at school! I was so sad! I feel all warm inside when he's around, but when he's gone, I feel really....empty? It was SO funny on Friday! When we were getting ready for inspection, I was in the Supply Room with Tom, Yesenia, and Chris S., and Chris (the one I like) was working in the N.A.F. room, but kept coming in to talk to us....and give me garbage bags...lol...Finally he came in, and asked if I would come with him. Tom had just been talking about his sexual experiences, and Chris said he wanted to "show me a few things"....They all had a kick outta that one! He ended up taking me all the way to the N.A.F. Room just to give me more Gargage bags! If he really wanted to be with me, he could have just said something. Then he gave me a wooden stick (?)....And I called it "Chris's Wood"...When we came in on Friday, Carrillo was poking his girlfriend with it, and I was like "Carrillo, please don't break Chris's Wood.....For MY sake...." Tom, Yesenia, and Josh were cracking up. Later on, when Chris got there, I had it in my hand and I was throwing it around (by this time Chris had already learned about the stick's name) and Chris was like, "Stop playing with my wood, Lilah!" We had too much fun with that. He's such a loser (I mean that in a good way). There's a lot of reasons why we can't go out, so he decided that it wasn't fair to treat me like his girlfriend....But boy does he slip! At the Change of Command for JROTC...he started looking at me and dancing...and I MUST point out that as wonderful as the boy is...he CANNOT dance, so I ran up to him, grabbed him by the shoulders and told him to stop before he embarassed himself in front of the entire JROTC Corp. Then when I was pulling away, somehow we started holding hands, and I jerked back, afraid he'd get upset. When I started to back away, he looked as his hands, then back up at me and said, "M-My hands are cold..." I laughed and grabbed both his hands and asked if he wanted me to keep them warm for him. We had a lot of fun.
I'm going to miss him so much when he moves.
I love him so much!
Until later,
Strange Angel of Music | | |
| Time started- 8:45 PM
I guess I haven't written in a while. Well, I guess I haven't really felt like it...Well, a lot has happened. First of all, Chris is moving. MOVING....In June....Wow, I really feel like crap. We were supposed to graduate together...I'm going to miss him so much! Somehow, I just wish that he'd just date me for the last 5 months that he is here! What makes it worse is that his parents are like, "Oh! You guys have to come visit us!" to my parents! Do you know how awkward that is going to be?
I thought he hated me last week. You see, he hurt his wrist, and he has to wear a brace on it, but he took it off, and I started yelling at him, because I was worried about him....I guess he didn't realize that I was being concerned, and got upset about it. He appologized to me on Monday, and ever since, we've been back to normal....Well, whatever normal is for us. I like him so much, and there's so much I have to say to him before he leaves....I just hope I can muster the courage to say it all.
Today was a half day at school today, and we got out at 12. I went to the Food Court, and then to Yesenia's house. We hung out there with a girl named Melanie in our class who I've known as long as Yesenia. It was a lot of fun actually. At six, we went back to school so we could do the Color Guard for the Varsity Basketball game....That was a ball I guess....*lol*...No pun intended.
I just hope that I can tell Chris without feeling stupid...I just want to thank him. He reminded me that there is something else beyond pain, that there's goodness in the world, even for me. And above all, I want to thank him, even if it was only for a short time, for being my angel.
Until next time,
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